I’ve Annoyed Myself

I’ve had enough of thinking
I’ve had enough of writing
I’ve had enough of living every moment with thoughts of him
I’ve had enough of typing my sorrows away
I’ve had enough of believing
I’ve had enough of hiding
I’ve had enough of denying
I’ve had enough of pretending
I’ve had enough of waiting
I’ve had enough of patience
I’ve just had enough

I’ve had enough of impatience
I’ve had enough of hoping
I’ve had enough of dreaming
I’ve had enough of pursuing
I’ve had enough of understanding
I’ve had enough of compassion
I’ve had enough of caring
I’ve had enough of love
I’ve had enough of him
I’ve had enough of being scared
I’ve just had enough

I’ve had enough of running away
I’ve had enough of facing my fears
I’ve had enough of fighting
I’ve had enough of positive thinking
I’ve had enough of me
I’ve had enough of stinkin’ thinkin’
I’ve had enough of change
I’ve had enough of happy couples
I’ve had enough of fairy tales
I’ve had enough of feeling numb
I’ve just had enough

I’ve had enough of being tired
I’ve had enough of loving
I’ve had enough of feeling
I’ve had enough of being broken
I’ve had enough of being emotional
I’ve had enough of crying
I’ve had enough of holding back my tears
I’ve had enough of everything
I’ve had enough of trying
I’ve had enough of ice cream
I’ve just had enough

I’ve had enough of chocolate
I’ve had enough of trying to get over him
I’ve had enough of trying to replace him
I’ve had enough of filling the void
I’ve had enough of wounds
I’ve had enough of scars
I’ve had enough of healing
I’ve had enough of bitterness
I’ve had enough of pain
I’ve had enough of the dream
I’ve just had enough

I’ve had enough of rules
I’ve had enough of being sad
I’ve had enough of depression
I’ve had enough of my bed
I’ve had enough of my T.V.
I’ve had enough of wanting a cat
I’ve had enough of holding back
I’ve had enough of lying
I’ve had enough of small talk
I’ve had enough of being independent
I’ve just had enough

Yet I continue writing.

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